﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>سِحـ الشـرق ــر: قصص</title><link>http://gjiii11j7w.jeeran.com/categories/قصص/</link><description> سحرُ الجمالِ بــ(سحر الشرق) مجموعُ .. وسحرُ بابلَ منها اليومَ مفجوعُ
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&lt;DIV class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="right"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;/DIV&gt;
&lt;DIV class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="right"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;بدت أختي شاحبة الوجه نحيلة الجسم .. ولكنها كعادتها تقرأ القرآن الكريم .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;تبحث عنها تجدها في مصلاها .. راكعة ساجدة رافعة يديها إلى السماء .. هكذا في الصباح وفي المساء وفي جوف الليل لا تفتر ولا تمل !! &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;كنت أحرص على قراءة المجلات الفنية والكتب ذات الطابع القصصي .. أشاهد الفيديو بكثرة لدرجة أنني عرفت به .. ومن أكثر من شيء عرف به .. لا أؤدي واجباتي كاملة ولست منضبطة في صلواتي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;بعد أن أغلقت جهاز الفيديو وقد شاهدت أفلاماً متنوعة لمدة ثلاث ساعات متواصلة .. ها هو ذا الأذان يرتفع من المسجد المجاور .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;عدت إلى فراشي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;تناديني من مصلاها .. نعم ماذا تريدين يا نورة ؟ &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;قالت لي بنبرة حادة : لا تنامي قبل أن تصلي الفجر .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;أوه ... بقي ساعة على صلاة الفجر وما سمعتيه كان الأذان الأول .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;بنبرتها الحنونة - هكذا هي حتى قبل أن يصيبها المرض الخبيث وتسقط طريحة الفراش .. نادتني .. تعالي يا هناء بجانبي ، لا أستطيع إطلاقاً رد طلبها .. تشعر بصفائها وصدقها .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;لا شط طائعاً ستلبي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;اجلسي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;ها قد جلست ماذا لديك .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;بصوت عذب رخيم: " كل نفس ذائقة الموت وإنما توفون أجوركم يوم القيامة" .. سكتت برهة .. ثم سألتني .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;ألم تؤمني بالموت ؟ &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;بلى مؤمنة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;ألم تؤمني بأنك ستحاسبين على كل صغيرة وكبيرة ؟ &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;بلى .. ولكن الله غفور رحيم .. والعمر طويل .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;يا أختي .. ألا تخافين الموت وبغتته .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;انظري هند أصغر منك وتوفيت في حادث سيارة .. وفلانة .. وفلانة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;الموت لا يعرف العمر .. وليس مقياساً له .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;أجبتها بصوت الخائف حيث مصلاها المظلم .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;إني أخاف من الظلام وأخفتيني من الموت .. كيف أنام الآن .. كنت أظن أنك وافقت للسفر معنا هذه الإجازة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;فجأة .. تحشرج صوتها واهتز قلبي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;لعلي هذه السنة أسافر سفراً بعيداً .. إلى مكان آخر .. ربما يا هناء .. الأعمار بيد الله .. وانفجرت بالبكاء .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;تفكرت في مرضها الخبيث أن الأطباء أخبروا أبي سراً أن المرض ربما لن يمهلها طويلاً .. ولكن من أخبرها بذلك .. أم أنها تتوقع هذا الشيء .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;ملك تفكرين ؟ جاءني صوتها القوي هذه المرة ؟ &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;هل تعتقدين أني أقول هذا لأنني مريضة ؟ &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;كلا .. ربما أكون أطول عمراً من الأصحاء .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;وأنت إلى متى ستعيشين .. ربما عشرون سنة .. ربما أربعون .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;ثم ماذا ؟ لمعت يداها في الظلام وهزتها بقوة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;لا فرق بيننا كلنا سنرحل وسنغادر هذه الدنيا إما إلى الجنة أو إلى النار .. ألم تسمعي قول الله (فمن زحزح عن النار وأدخل الجنة فقد فاز) ؟ &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;تصبحين على خير .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;هرولت مسرعة وصوتها يطرق أذني .. هداك الله .. لا تنسي الصلاة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;الثامنة صباحاً .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;أسمع طرقاً على الباب .. هذا ليس موعد استيقاظي .. بكاء .. وأصوات .. ماذا جرى .. لقد تردت حالة نورة .. وذهب بها أبي إلى المستشفى .. إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;لا سفر هذه السنة .. مكتوب علي البقاء هذه السنة في بيتنا .. بعد انتظار طويل .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;عند الساعة الواحدة ظهراً .. هاتفنا أبي من المستشفى .. تستطيعون زيارتها الآن هيا بسرعة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;أخبرتني أمي أن حديث أبي غير مطمئن وأن صوته متغير .. عباءتي في يدي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;أين السائق .. ركبنا على عجل .. أين الطريق الذي كنت أذهب لأتمشى مع السائق فيه يبدو قصير .. ماله اليوم طويل .. وطويل جداً .. أين ذلك الزحام المحبب إلى نفسي كي التفت يمنه ويسره .. زحام أصبح قاتلاً ومملاً .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;أمي بجواري تدعو لها .. أنها بنت صالحة ومطيعة .. لم أرها تضيع وقتها أبداً .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;دلفنا من الباب الخارجي للمستشفى .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;هذا مريض يتأوه .. وهذا مصاب بحادث سيارة .. وثالث عيناه غائرتان .. لا تدري هل هو من أهل الدنيا أمن أهل الآخرة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;منظر عجيب لم أره من قبل .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;صعدنا درجات السلم بسرعة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;إنها في غرفة العناية المركزة .. وسآخذكم إليها .. ثم واصلت الممرضة أنها بنت طيبة وطمأنت أمي في تحسن بعد الغيبوبة التي حصلت لها .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;ممنوع الدخول لأكثر من شخص واحد .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;هذه هي غرفة العناية المركزة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;وسط زحام الأطباء وعبر النافذة الصغيرة التي في باب الغرفة أرى عين أختي نورة تنظر إلى أمي واقفة بجوارها .. وبعد دقيقتين خرجت أمي التي لم تستطيع إخفاء دموعها .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;سمحوا لي بالدخول والسلام عليها بشرط أن لا أتحدث معها كثيراً .. دقيقتين كافية لك .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;كيف حالك يا نورة .. لقد كنت بخير مساء البارحة .. ماذا جرى لك .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;أجابتني بعد أن ضغطت على يدي : وأنا الآن ولله الحمد بخير .. الحمد لله واكن يديك باردة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;كنت جالسة على حافة السرير ولامست ساقها .. أبعدته عني &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;آسفة إذا ضايقتك . &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;كلا ولكني تفكرت في قول الله تعالى: (والتفت الساق بالساق إلى ربك يومئذ المساق) عليك يا هناء بالدعاء لي فربما أستقبل عن قريب أول أيام الآخرة .. سفري بعيد وزادي قليل !! &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;سقطت دمعة من عيني بعد أن سمعت ما قالت وبكيت .. لم أع أين أنا .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;استمرت عيناي في البكاء والانطواء في غرفتي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;مع غروب شمس ذلك اليوم الحزين .. ساد صمت طويل في بيتنا .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;دخلت علي ابنة خالتي .. ابنة عمي .. أحداث سريعة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;كثر القادمون .. اختلطت الأصوات .. شيء واحد عرفته .. نورة ماتت !! &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;لم أعد أميز من جاء .. ولا أعرف ماذا قالوا .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;يا الله .. أين أنا وماذا يجري .. عجزت حتى عن البكاء .. فيما بعد أخبروني أن أبي أخذ بيدي لوداع أختي الوداع الأخير .. وأني قبلتها .. لم أعد أتذكر إلا شيئاً واحداً .. حين نظرت إليها مسجاه .. على فراش الموت .. تذكرت قولها (التفت الساق بالساق) عرفت حقيقة أن (إلى ربك يومئذ المساق) .. لم أعرف أنيي عدت إلى مصلاها إلا تلك الليلة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;وحينها تذكرت من قاسمتني رحم أمي فنحن توأمين .. تذكرت من شاركتني همومي .. وهي تحدثني عن الموت والحساب .. الله المستعان .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;هذه أول ليلة لها في قبرها .. اللهم ارحمها ونور لها قبرها .. هذا هو مصحفها .. وهذه سجادتها .. وهذا .. بل هذا هو الفستان الوردي الذي قالت لي سأخبئه لزواجي .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;تذكرتها وبكيت على أيامي الضائعة .. بكيت بكاء متواصلاً .. ودعوت الله أن يرحمني ويتوب علي ويعفو عني .. دعوت الله أن يثبتها في قبرها كما كانت تحب أن تدعو .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;فجأة سألت نفسي ماذا لو كنت الميتة أنا ؟ ما مصيري ؟ &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt;&lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;لم أبحث عن الإجابة من الخوف الذي أصابني .. بكيت بحرقة .. &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #00bfff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt; &lt;BR /&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: blue; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #00bfff"&gt;الله أكبر .. الله أكبر .. ها هو أذان الفجر قد ارتفع .. ولكن ما أعذبه هذه المرة .. أحسست بطمأنينة وراحة وأنا أردد ما يقوله المؤذن .. لفلفت ردائي وقمت واقفة أصلي صلاة الفجر .. صليت صلاة مودع .. كما صلتها أختي من قبل وكانت آخر صلاة لها ..&lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" dir="rtl" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: blue; FONT-FAMILY: 'Simplified Arabic'; mso-fareast-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"&gt; &lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;/DIV&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: blue; FONT-FAMILY: FS_Free"&gt;
&lt;DIV class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; DIRECTION: rtl; unicode-bidi: embed; TEXT-ALIGN: right" align="right"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; COLOR: yellow; FONT-FAMILY: FS_Free; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial"&gt;إذا أصبحت لا أنتظر المساء .. وإذا أمسيت لا أنتظر الصباح&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; COLOR: yellow; FONT-FAMILY: FS_Free"&gt; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/DIV&gt;
&lt;DIV class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; DIRECTION: rtl; unicode-bidi: embed; TEXT-ALIGN: right" align="right"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; COLOR: yellow; FONT-FAMILY: FS_Free"&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;/DIV&gt;
&lt;DIV class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; DIRECTION: rtl; unicode-bidi: embed; TEXT-ALIGN: right" align="center"&gt;&lt;SPAN lang="AR-SA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 36pt; COLOR: #ff0000; FONT-FAMILY: FS_Free"&gt;تمت.....منقول&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/DIV&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;</description><pubDate>Tue, 23 May 2006 03:41:00 GMT</pubDate><comments>http://gjiii11j7w.jeeran.com/archive/2006/5/52143.html#comments</comments><author>g Jiii11- J7W&lt;dandy2love@hotmail.com&gt;</author><category domain="http://gjiii11j7w.jeeran.com/categories/قصص/">قصص</category></item></channel></rss>