http://thecaller.jeeran.com/thezahir/categories/Detoxication/It is an invitation to approach the core of your heart..Fri, 12 Jun 2009 22:30:32 GMTCopyright 2009 Rashajeeran RSSGenerator v1.0http://thecaller.jeeran.com/photos/profile_t.jpghttp://thecaller.jeeran.com/thezahir/categories/Detoxication/http://thecaller.jeeran.com/thezahir/archive/2008/10/706925.html706925<DIV><SPAN style="COLOR: #e0ffff"><SPAN style="COLOR: #e0ffff">For the love of the game...<BR />you aim<BR />reclaim <BR />ur right to be hot again<BR />you gaze<BR />amaze<BR />and slowly say a name</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #e0ffff"><BR /></SPAN><SPAN style="COLOR: #e0ffff">you thrive adrenaline<BR />commit a lie or ten<BR />sooth<BR />act smooth<BR />try to loose<BR />senses are no longer the same<BR /><BR />All, for the love of the game<BR /><BR />For the love of the game<BR />remain<BR />soft and sweet<BR />in vein<BR />won't admit defeat<BR />again<BR />struggle to prove<BR />insane<BR />and u won't move<BR />give more?!<BR />won't do any good<BR />hey, score<BR />and indulge the flood<BR />allow<BR />every caress and sigh<BR />show how<BR />love makin' is high<BR />a bow<BR />a laugh<BR />a cry<BR />ashamed?!<BR />burn and dry<BR />and try<BR />and try<BR />and try<BR />Just for the love of the game! <BR /></SPAN></SPAN></DIV>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 21:37:00 GMThttp://thecaller.jeeran.com/thezahir/archive/2008/10/706925.html#commentsRasha<aroza@msn.com>DetoxicationNew Phasepoemshttp://thecaller.jeeran.com/thezahir/archive/2008/9/672852.html672852<DIV>Last night was the first time i go out after Iftar since the beginning of Ramadan.</DIV> <DIV>and it was merely business but It ended with a long open conversation with a friend while wondering the streets of Cairo.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV>I wallowed for the last time - hopefully - about the heart that has been broken...It was the first time i see the story i was telling as it is...without overrated facts...without hiding meanings....without delusions nor unnecessary cosmetic editing to tone down the cruelty that floods out from it.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV>And it was the first time i decide for real - not because it's what I'm supposed to say or do - that i WILL be detoxified from this tormenting addiction.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV>Several possibilities aroused in my mind as reasons for the past two years I lived in sorrow...Maybe i didn't let go because i was afraid of the emptiness after!</DIV> <DIV>Maybe I didn't 'cause i was too proud to accept the deep scar!</DIV> <DIV>Maybe I am just delusional and hoping that what's so really UGLY could turn out someday to be a beautiful thing that i know i deserve.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV>I thought...yet I knew...It has nothing to do with reasons and logic...no answer is the only right answer...and no explanation will ease things for me.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV>I saw a perspective that opens a door of hell yet opens an exit to relief.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV>I will be detoxified as soon as i stop wallowing...I will stop that vicious circle from screwing my soul...I will just stop...and now...is the end of it! </DIV>Thu, 11 Sep 2008 15:10:00 GMThttp://thecaller.jeeran.com/thezahir/archive/2008/9/672852.html#commentsRasha<aroza@msn.com>DetoxicationNew Phase