The Caller: Bonjour la vie

and i became...A VIRTUAL AUNTIE :)

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 10:20:00 GMT

Anything is possible i tell ya...tomorrow morning i knew that my pal, brother and dearest friend Fadi was blessed with a baby girl...7ala elgameela...who surely looks exactly like her beautiful mom :)

Check it here: And love blossomed a new passion.

I can't begin to articulate how happy i am for fadi...how excited that he has gone through that experience...I could just Imagine the zillion Sinatra songs he's gonna Introduce to his baby girl...and all the graphic designing he's gonna make for her...besides the chocolate tab3an and pulling rita's tail.

I wish i was there with them...i wish i could buy 7ala a million pink toy and dress and all the silk ribbons.

I am so grateful that fadi included me in his great news and trusted me to announce it on his blog too...we've shared a lot, that gentleman and I.

He was more than i could ever Imagine in a brother and a true friend in my hardest times and major events in my life...he was the one and only putting up with my nagging at times and my craziness at other.

And I...witnessed the very beginning of his love story...till now when it blossomed their passion...sweet little 7ala, Ohood and Fadi.

CONGRATULATIONS :)

Bonjour...relax

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 12:30:00 GMT

Bonjour madames et monsiours.

D'accord, do you know how the french people pronounce English? well, It'll sound just like what i'm writing right now.

Je realized that struggling to enforce a thought is ne beau pas...it makes us tres fatigue and with zero capability to relax.

Just giving in to some simple facts of la vie is very comforting.

All the paroles won't begin to explain the freshness i'm feeling right now.

To be able to see and think clearly is a bliss.

Mon amis, I'm proud to announce that rien problems is gonna effect me anymore

An old saying said ' cherches la femme ' when it comes to trouble but they were totally wrong...it has nothing to do with hommes nor femmes, it's the mind set - whatever it is - that builds piles of dellusions that stir negative feelings and unrealistic expectations.

Life is simple...its whole package is on the table and each one of us have the choice to deal pocker or estimation!

Today i'm going to relax with my kids and enjoy this jour d'ete

now, why don't we have croissants et cafe' then tune to some french music.

Have a magnifique day :)

*pardon my screwed up french :P

Today is my Eid

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 00:13:00 GMT

1.The funniest greeting I received via SMS today was :

تهنئة حارة مولعة...باعياد حلوة مشخلعة ...من غير بمب وفرقعة ...لحبايب آخر مجدعة

2. I decided to begin the feast one day early and because i failed to make arrangements to take the kids out of the city to some place nice...I decided to take them out every day upon their request..and they picked a double hit...a movie and shopping so we shopped what they wanted then we got to the movie theatre where they watched BEE...seinfeld's...we stuffed each other on pop corn and chocolate while we watched a nice animation...the best part for me was when the bee questioned sting at court :D

Best thing about this movie is that it had all Seinfeld's smart jokes :)

3.Second best thing about going out before the feast actually begun...is that the sheep free air.Do you know what i mean? I hate the smell of sheep every where in the air! Gross!

4.I don't eat lamb and i do feel bad for the whole lot of slaughtering that goes on that day but that won't mean that I'll devalue it's religious aspect...and if you need any proof..go ask a poor widow with five kids who had no meat for the past four months.

5. Now that I've spent all my pay cheque on 3eid stuff i decided to pamper the extra weight OUT and bought a treadmill...hopefully it will keep running and won't degrade into a clothes hanger!

6. On a last note... Kol 3eid wento taybeen...2we 2we 2we :)

I gave it a try...

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 10:16:00 GMT

I've always believed that finding love isn't about trial...Isn't about hitting every road available and hoping one could lead you home!

I've always thought it's an act of nature...It's like being struck by lightning...unpredictable, incomprehensible and unexpected.

I've always been a believer but recently a good friend of mine tried to talk some sense ( his sense ) out of me and tried to convince me that in order to get something good I gotta start using my head and giving my heart a couple of years vacation! and his proof was : look what your heart brought you! nothing but misery !

I objected...tried to prove my point and there was no way I could get to him so it back fired at me and i started listening to his opinion.

He sees it as a mind game...where I'd go for whoever loves me and would take care of my needs and I would shove the fact that he is no hunk away!

We discussed the three or four options I have at hand and I decided to give one a chance or else give myself a chance to think of things differently...

I agreed we'd meet and talk...he's a nice guy and seems more than interesting...I kept looking at him...trying to imagine ending up with him...I'm sorry to say that but the whole thing was repulsive.

The minute we began to talk about marriage in general...I couldn't say but the truth...I said that although i never thought this way before cause i know I'm too passionate to stay single...I've been seriously thinking lately of being the mom that i am only and give all i have to my kids!

It wasn't nice for him to hear...but i felt relief that i have said it...I had to respect him as i thought that committing to someone that i have no great feelings of love for that would make me want to spend the rest of life with is a crime towards him and myself.

Returning to my friend, I was more powerful...proved my point stating that it maybe good for others...But not me!!

I know how I am and what I'm all about.

And now I'm positive more than ever that if i never got struck by lightning it'll be OK...I can have tons of little hugs from my kiddos...and life will pass anyway.

Shifting availablities

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 13:01:00 GMT

So...I'm happy to say that I deactivated my face book account.

After an invitation from a friend I submitted to that network...it was no harm and i really didn't dig in like most people did...with time it took my blogging friends away and stayed as a source of fun wall posts that would be forwarded randomly to whole lists instead of being personal...It was a lame thing..frozen from my side...didn't feel like i belonged and didn't feel i wanna substitute my blog for any other trend...I've been thinking about deleting it from some time now but I'm the sort of lady who doesn't like change and never does it till she's given it the last breath and the result afterwards would be a strong shout OUT!

On another note I'm calling in for the following friends to gather :

Why have you all been away from bonding and speaking your thoughts and hearts out like before? I'm not complaining I'm just curious why it would fade?