Hours of my human experience

Outdone by Devotion

Thu, 28 Jan 2010 20:47:00 GMT

Softly the music eased into the crevasses of my humanity
Gently my thoughts gave way to the echos of serenity
The full moon splashed my desires with rays of reality
Scaling the mountains of grace, my eyes wept of absurdity

The more I understood, disenchantment whispered in my ear
Confidence and Conviction danced for the sake of faith as I stood near
The clouds of doubt breezed over my fear thinking they were dear
Alone this night, I am blinded by what brought me this tear

Loneliness found me atop the mountain, huddling over the fruits of love's Devotion
Convictions confused memories only to disorient the mind's oreintation
Shadows played games upon my naivete, Wisdom exhaled in contemplation
Was I outdone by Devotion ? Love was not about to answer compassion..

The hour before dawn

Fri, 08 Jan 2010 19:47:20 GMT

A gentle wind hushed me to sleep,
Intrigue was the story my life would keep
The journey was sprinkled with joys and sorrows deep
Appreciate the Sunniest of days, I learnt not to weep

We all have days we care not to remember
A gift arrived upon my life this December
Almost thinking it would be Thanksgiving in November
The gift was the sum of my life's work and the happiness
we may have shared in the voyage that began one October

Reminisce of days gone by was a faint memory now
Celebrating simple moments of kindness yet to come
Life seems so simple now with gestures of thanks
Thanks to the hour before dawn.
The hour fears left me before dawn

Once a month, a full moon visits
Deep inside I felt a presence
and recognized gratitude of your essence
It was what I felt in the hour before dawn
The hour fears left me before dawn

Horizons undone

Mon, 04 Jan 2010 21:55:00 GMT

Amidst the fog, sights were lost

With their wings fighting the frost,

Faith healers gathered throughout

Upon the chaos of yesteryear, the silence beckoned me here

Upon the laughs of the child, strengths fought to be near

Upon convictions of nature's call, you became the sea

Upon my emancipation, the ocean's transformed what once was me:

Seeker of the heavens, the embers of this self have I become

Finder of peace, this life now glows over horizons undone

Giver of love, my soul has merely begun

Fate is my gateway to other moments we thought were gone

In to the depths of awareness, this soul swims becoming one

In to happiness, the self has flown against the comforts warmer days

In to devotion, nature has revitalized a desert in to bloom

When the self disolves, silence shapes our bare souls into one

Salvation of the Mind

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 18:44:44 GMT

Many a traveler has found freedom

Many a prisoner has yearned to be free

Many a sailor has escaped from the sea

Many a soul has found emancipation

Roads take us along our journey

Paths lead us upon our destiny

Dreams provides us with harmony

Mirages fool us into deliverance

Within our minds, we feel the plight

Within our souls, we seek the light

Within our lives, we lose the sight

Without our hearts, we are fright

Consequence changes hearts

Experiences change minds

Deliverance changes souls

Hour by hour in my existence I await,

Salvation of the mind

Confessions

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 23:21:20 GMT

Who can understand the true fate history reports of fallen kings?

How long does eternity hold the beauty and grace of a love lost?

Why will ambition and pride sink mountains to the depths of history?

When will the soul refine it’s appetite yet maintain its youthful hope?

What is the price we must pay for forgiveness and mercy?

Fallen from grace, I am the king whose tears cried for the kingdom lost

Blessed with Eden only to watch it vanish in frost

For all those who seek they shall find,

The fruits of my labor I have received in roses of regret

Shame is my crown for violations of this soul

The present can be written and the future may be shaped

However we survive after the storms will not be foretold

Hope that will erase the sins my false friends; arrogance, jealousy and fear

Faith that we shall raise our heirs to respect commitments

Honor the knock of love upon our hearts

A ship limp’s to port after the devastation of life’s storms

Hope and faith are the winds delivering the fallen to their homes

Now that all my deeds are sunken treasures for history to hide and…

Dedication of this saga to the one who shall honor gifts and blessings

The ultimate love transcends time and place for the living and the dead

Where Emancipation Awaits

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 00:06:27 GMT

There is a road we seldom travel yet one we like to nest are dreams upon

There is a sunrise we long for within aspirations long frowned upon

There is a friend we have often ignored in winters long gone

We are all born with the recipes of greatness and mediocrity

Somewhere in the dream we forget to yearn and serve our humanity

Compassion comes to those that can listen to their inner heroes of eternity

Selfishness can derail even the best of intentions in our search for clarity

There is an inner peace to be found for those that take the time to understand

There is a companion traveling alongside us, even when we forget the reasons at hand

There is laughter and joy to be celebrated for the kindness erupting from this land

There are daily decisions and momentary lapses within that derail many a plan

Let's take a moment to stop and breathe, long breaths and revive the dream

The first breathe allows to reflect upon our existence

The second breathe allows to revive our persistence

The third breath fills the sails of our renaissance

The fourth breath is the motion of dreams manifesting consequence

The fifth breath is recognition of what we have known yet ignored

The sixth breath transpires events in other timeline we may have never discovered

The seventh breath discards our fears of fear, where emancipation awaits...

Guilt of Fate

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 02:04:54 GMT

Guilt of fate

Where do I begin to explore this epic ?
Was it so long ago that it is for me merely a relic ?
Maybe a long time I would have accepted this as ironic

This morning is so different that I am drawn to what once was the fire
The years have no longer made me sensitive enough to anybody’s ire
Could I have entered a time in my life to reflect upon this connection as dire?

The sails of my aspirations are now taking in all your winds pushing me forward
The waters are dangerous around this time of year for the uninitiated, and a reason to stay home for the wise

I have taken wisdom as reason to sail again into the unknown, leaving my inhibitions for the shores of certainty

If only I could capture the eyes that looked right through me, and the arms that held me, for only in that moment in time have I recognized my humanity

I have become the lover within the beloved shedding my armor that was merely my blanket from the cold.

Within a glance, my life’s achievements, failures and pride were captured deep, deep within your eyes

My path is illuminated with the energy of your spirit, for if I am to continue, I am to give up my guilt of fate and embrace you as a fate of bliss.

We may all get second chances in life, and if this is mine then truly the God has even more love for us than we can possibly conceive

Reunion of Souls

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 04:59:42 GMT

What happens to a man when there are no more inhibitions in his heart ?
When is a women’s smile more than an ego boost, but more of an awakening ?
How can such a potent torrent be kept so hidden for so long ?
The day I came upon you, confusion ruled the day as to the source of this beautiful inspiration ?

The gentle wave that sweeps us deep into the undercurrent of our emotions is what you have become.

Never knowing when the winds of your smile might die down, I am the lover seeking the beloved.

Yet the more I seek you, the deeper I realize you are the glove the hand never knew

For all my blessings, I cannot bet my achievements that you are indeed the saviour of my heart, unless I negated a higher power’s ability to bring us together

We are united by this delicate dance, while our words are simple and express our yearnings in life, our eyes cannot hide the innocence that these emotions manifest upon all.

It is far too simple for us to assume these emotions are renegade and that we never secretly harbored them.

The warmth of your eyes and your vibrations resonating within me, testifies that this is merely the tip of an iceberg representing the life we may capable of.

My heart rejoices at this reunion of souls celebrating life's experiences

The Potential that I am

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 22:11:29 GMT

A soul that yearns to spread its wings is what I have become

Somewhere in between our dreams and aspirations I got caught up in the whirlwind of life

There are many beautiful aspects to this life that we appreciate, yet none higher than the freedom to do what we love the most

Inspiration comes, as the winds upon the sea moving our vessels to destinations unknown

A yearning deep inside of me is here with me tonight awakening me, rejecting the controlled climate, and wanting to run with the gusts of winter

The desire to free ourselves from our own slavery may be what we all hold on to

Unsure of my compass that moves me across these Oceans, I have closed my eyes and let my energies lead me to what may become

In the simple acts of love, there used to be little pleasures that heighten my sense of gratitude

Introspective of my past, and proud of my present I seek the depths of the future, where I can further grow and feed my consciousness into the potential that I am

Recieving

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 00:37:00 GMT

Arriving to this day, my comprehension would not carry me
Years have passed thru the valleys and oceans that brought us
Unaware of the time that has run its course
Inquiring within my soul as to the journey that lay ahead
Has life’s challenge brought me to the answers that hid beneath my eyes?
Where are you now in your directions that have lit that path?

Was there a road that could have led me closer to you?
If for a moment, I had had the slightest clue, it may have altered this reunion
In our hearts we may despair at the choices that lead us down this path
How many nights have we yearned to be together for all the wrong reasons?
In those wrongs we have managed to right the sins of the past in to the bliss of today
There is a life somewhere out there where we may both find the peace within
That is the place I pray we may find each other in, if even it was not the same

Tonight I shed my fears, and recognize the strength in your happiness
For if this destiny manifests itself in your companionship or in your distance
A part of me will laugh at the sincerity that life will deal me
The days have surely taught me the bittersweet taste of maturity
In this love I manifest to be with you, I release you from the confines of my ego
Coming to terms with love, is probably the lesson all men must one day confront

My anxiety is vaporizing slowly as this night wears thru the moon
If I am to have you as my lifelong love, I could not refuse you
As the stars illuminate the night, your smile lightens my depths
We could be together for an eternity, for the remainder of days or for the simple moments spent in each other’s company.
Sailing thru the calm waters, the ocean has illustrated the facts softly on the waters
The reflections of what might be, whichever direction the winds blow in the morning
A reflection of you dwells within my eyes, for the gifts of time I will be blessed in receiving.