Secret Garden: My blablabla

The day after

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 18:26:00 GMT

I wrote this yesterday but couldn't post for technical problems. so here it is.. I find this weird that I'm writing in English now... but when I felt down yesterday, all my thoughts that came out as words .. Were in Arabic. It's happens a lot when I have intense feelings inside that I seem to be comfortable expressing in Arabic. Not to mention that I'm worse when writing in English!! Anyway,... [read more]

15 دقيقة

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 18:46:00 GMT

لقد افتقدت هذا المكان الصغير الخاص بي.. وأظن انني الان بحاجة اليه لدرجة انني ارجيء 15 دقيقة من الراحة قبل ان يأتي خطيبي الى بيتنا.. 15 دقيقة انا في امس الحاجة اليها لتعبي الشديد ، وغضبي ، وحنقي العارمين.. لكن في عقلي كلمات تلح علي بالخروج، وكل ما اود ان اقوله ان هذه المدونة ، واغلب المدونات ، والمواقع والمحادثات والمذكرات واليوميات والكتب ... وكل اللوحات والمعزوفات والرقصات.. من قبل طرفة بن... [read more]

my day.. continued

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 23:59:00 GMT

The day is about to end... and it turned out to be even worse than morning. I just wonder how things work out in this Life.. I've cried tonight.. and just found it so ironic to get online to write this. Why not? ..Life is a huge irony! Good night. [read more]

my day..

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 15:44:00 GMT

I just got back from work.. We started the day with aerobics at 7 am .. till 8 am. It was really refreshing. Then we had a staff meeting where the staff discussed two kids cases, their progress and therapy plans. They weren't my patients, but the other SLP's. and he was talking nonsense, in my opinion. For me, that was not a good evaluation of the kids' cases.. but he as usually, confident,... [read more]

Meditation

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 22:51:13 GMT

Well, the last 5 days I did it (Meditation) but on my own way! I stayed in bed.. all I delt with was food, sleep, books, net and tv... I think I got myself a brain damage from all that food and tv and net I had. I slept at 1 and 2 am, woke up at 10 and 11 in the late morning with a severe headache everyday.. I was clumsy, felt no desire to do anything. didn't get out, nor talked to anyone besides... [read more]

the most romantic thing a guy ever did for me..

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 14:32:00 GMT

This is so funny too.. Excuse me dear 7ammod.. ya3ne besides the romantic things you do for me.. this is the MOST ROMANTIC thing a guy ever did to me.. he was a visually impaired guy who worked in a bakery I used to buy bread from. he was about 25 years old.. at first he was like ...oh, so you're a doctor (because we I had my white labcoat with me).. I explained that I wasn't but because... [read more]

Sunday morning

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:30:59 GMT

I didn't go to work today..I woke up a little bit late.. feeling so sick, flu, severe headache, spastic muslces and backache.. :( My parents were just leaving the house heading to Jordan (I wish I'm with them :@ ) My fiance leaving also to London for a week in a business trip.. I felt like having a nice breakfast with a big mug of nescafe .. u know, to make life just a little bit better :)... [read more]

hungry...

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 18:36:59 GMT

I just woke up from my afterwork sleep (min 3'eer 7asad!!) .. i think i slept 2.5 hrs.. and had a very lousy sleep and nightmares.. I woke just when that awful man tried to catch me in the dark empty parking of a swimming pool.. I don't wanna know what happens after :( plus I woke up so hungry.. thinking of the greek and tuna salads I said i'll prepare when my fiance comes.. then I just... [read more]